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Name: Emily
Birthday: 4/6/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: Reading (Yep, and I like Math too!), dancing (sigh), urban ministry, people, movies, da bible, music, sky diving (if I only had the money), travel, philosophy, random stories, building houses and eating bugs (anyone want to teach me either?), how Jesus can be both caused and uncaused, camping (sigh), extremely fluffy quilts, sleep (Anyone looking for a cuddle buddy? hmmm, is that honorable?), Rugby, swimming, trees, stars, love........how much time do you have?
Expertise: Checking lap bars on the Ripsaw, stating the obvious, abstract thinking (language seriously does not exist, it's like time!), over-analyzing, eating an entire pint of Ben&Jerry's in one sitting (Phish food rocks my world), consuming massive amounts of coffee (I blame the Swedish heritage), Nintendo (the original, oh, I miss it ~ specifically Mario3), being every guy's best friend (So deep into friendship country am I ~ fear or misfortune?), finding hope...
Occupation: Supervisory
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
11/12/2003
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| Good bye. I making an attempt at real relationships.
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| Does anyone ever feel their age?
I have never felt mine and currently do not. I always feel out of place.
Bleh.
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| In 2 hours I will closer to 30 than 20  and I already feel old.....
Oh the crisis I will have when I actually turn 30  or even more so 40  .
I'm still trying to figure out how to get out of this 4 year rut I'm in. I really could use a movie montage right now. You know? Like I make some drastic change in my life and everyone thinks I'm crazy and I have my one moment of hardship so I begin to also think I'm crazy but then the music kicks in.....and in a matter of minutes years have gone by and it has proved that that one choice was the very things that saved my life.....Oh movies and montages how you have utterly messed with my brain and my sense of standards [I won't even go into my issues with how media may or may not have skewed my perception of what love is/should be].
P.S. This soundtrack is really good.
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| AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
That's how I feel lately.
Based on the feedback I've been receiving lately I apparently have absolutely NO self awareness and my grasp on "reality" is non-existent and it is weirding me out and making me paranoid. Plus to make matters worse none of my co-workers seem to understand why this is freaking me out so much.
And Monday is m birthday and I'm rather dreading it. I'm only turning 26 but I've really come to hate birthdays primarily because they just make me feel alone.
I wish I had funds to go somewhere and get away, but I am attempting to be fiscally responsible and any getaway at this point would just go on the credit card.
At least there's hip hop tonight; that will make me feel a little better. | | |
| Contemplating being done with facebook, xanga, and maybe even texting. I'm tired of relationships that rely so heavily on technology and have less in person interaction.
What would my relationships look like if I actually had to talk to people on the phone instead of texting? Or we actually had to talk on the phone or get together because facebook didn't exist?
Or when I was with them, I was actually present?
I just want different relationships in my life. Or rather my present relationships to maybe look a little different. | | |
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